welp...it's another day in the life of me.  On the outside, I'm smiling and laughing.  On the inside i'm not.  At times i wonder where my job, my relationships, my friends, essentially where my life is headed.  I find myself reflecting more and more as to what is "missing" in my life.  How do u find "happiness?" 

For a while...i thought that once my car was paid off...i would be so happy.  i mean think about it, i was forking over 800-900 bucks a month in car payments.  Now that it's paid off...where do i go from here?  Pay off other debts?  Go back to school?  Travel?  Party?  Shopping?  All the above?  Then the next question to answer all of the first set of questions would be "what?" or Where?  When?  How Long?  Why isn't life a lil more scripted for me?  Then again....it wouldn't be a life if it were laid out for me to just walk a path that someone "paved" for me.  I gotta make my own mark.  Guess i'm just trying to figure out what kinda mark i should make.  Should i walk the path that i choose to make?  Or do i run it?  Better yet...do i hip hop through it?  lol 

Time to start making things right in my life.  No more talk....less talk more action.  Watch out world...cause i'm about to tear dis place up. 

PEACE!